Hindi

Mai Ek Nadan Si Ladki

Mai ek Nadan si ladki jo bas pyar byar nhi samajhti thi sabki ladli ghar me bas ek hi ladki thi bohot khush rehne walo me se thi par ab eisa ho gya h ki mujhe ab koyi hasa v nhi sakta..par kyu yehi h mera story.
Mai pyar pe trust nhi karti thi par ekdin mjhe hi beinteha pyar ho gya,hua ye tha ki ekdin mjhe facebook pe message aya ek larke ka pata nhi kyu maine reply v kar diya 2 din normal baat kiya free mind ka tha accha dost ban gya mera tisre din usne bataya ki wo mjhse der saal se pyar karta h par kavi bol nhi saka kyu ki usko laga mera dusra relation h or mjhe na pane K dukh me nasha suru kar diya jo avitak nhi chuta,bechara bht roya fir Mjhe bht bura laga kyu K mere wajah se kisika eisa halat h anjane me mjhe v pyar ho gya uska dukh sehen nhi hota tha Mai sochi apna jaan v dena pare toh thik h par uska sara dukh khatam karungi,dhire dhire waqt bit ta gya Mai bht chahne lagi use wo v bht care karta tha Mera par nasha nhi chut raha tha bht kosis karke har din dua me or usko bol bol k churwa v di mjhe laga ab wo bilkul thik h ek normal insan jeisa..mai check na karke trust Karne walo me se nhi thi par fir v pyar pe andhi ho gyi uska jhuth pe jhuth bolte jana or mera trust karne ka daily routine ho gya tha..eise eise bolta tha jeise Ki koyi live scene chal raha ho or itna money jwllry Ki baat karta tha jeise wo mukesh ambani se v amir ho.. Maine kavi uska money nhi dekha mjhe thik se pata v nhi tha uska h kya kavi pata karna v nhi chaha kyu ki bas uske mann se pyar karti thi..ekdin kisi baat ko lekar jhgra ho gya toh usne msg kiya bola ki meri ek ips officer didi h wo tumse baat karna chahti h facebook me..maine request accept kiya profile check kiya ekdm tab hi ka khula tha maine pucha Ki koyi photo nhi koyi frnd nhi eisa kyu toh wo boli Ki bas tm dono K jhgra K liye kholi Ye id warna mere paas time kaha fir wo mjhe bht bht sunayi jab Ki Mera ek v galti nhi tha itna sunayi Ki mai dukh me nadani karke suicide Karne chali gyi gharwalo ne rok liya..fir v gharwalo K khilap jakar usse pyar karti rahi pagal ho gyi thi uske liye,us didi ne maafi manga maine maaf kar diya apni bari behen banayi use wo bht kch bolne lagi mere bf K bareme Ki wo bht accha h ye h wo h.. Kavi bolti thi vai(mera bf) K sath dargah ayi hu vai lekar aya Mera tabiyat kharab tha maine galti se uske dress me ulti kar diya etc..eise baat karti thi jeise sach me Ye sab ho raha ho par mjhe fir v sak tha uska profile lekar Ki wo fake h maine kavi kch kaha nhi par ekdin pata chal hi gya Ki wo fake tha or Mera bf ka id tha maine direct pucha Ki babu kya wo aapka id h plz sach bolna mai bura nhi manungi aapko shayd mai samajhti nhi hu aap samjhane K liye kiye ho accha kiye ho bas boldo ekbar Ha mera h par wo nhi mana inkar karke mjhe hi sunaya Ki mai trust nhi karti..ye sab kuch nhi h aj v wo itna jhuth bolta h or bola h Mai samjha nhi sakungi mera dil tut chuka h pagal jeisi ho gyi hu bas roti rehti hu hasna nhi aata mjhe wohi sab kch ban gya h par kya karu usko thik v nhi kar pa rhi hu kya jhuth bolna koyi mental illness h? Plz suggest me mjhe kya karna chahiye pyar wo v karta h Mjhe koyi kch bolde ya Kare toh use nhi chorta raste me jati hu toh care karta tha dhayan rakhta h par pata nhi kyu eisa h.. Mai kya karu keise sab thik karu plz suggest..and I request u plz pray kare mere liye.

Submitted By:- Nafisha

1 Comment

  1. Ameen jan

    Apko pareshan hony Ku zarorat nahi
    Ap Sab bhool kar apni zindagi ka nai sery se start kar
    Or apni guzri zindagi had mat kar.
    Or Jo b karo soch or sambhal k kar
    Bas Sab theek ho jay ga,,,
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